19.01_AHMC1084 Mass Media and Society

Fail again. I am sure with that.

Don't know why, I already take this paper for 2 times, why am I still can't pass it? I an studying hard, I swear. Maybe, at the 1st time, I really did not study well, I can't deny it, I know. I have a lot of witness. But last sem, I sure I study hard!  Although I didn't get any tips from anyone, I still studying hard for what I had. No matter how hard I try, I fail it again. Still remain with the C-

This sem, I take tips from my junior, my roomate. I try all my best to memorize and understand it. I really try! Try hard! But why am I so careless? Why I write the wrong answer in the exam paper? Why I didn't look carefully of the introduction in the notes? Why am I always do these stupid things all the time at the important moment?

I was sick, on Friday and Saturday. I can't revision anything in that two days. I start my revision on Sunday, for the subject MTA. Yesterday afternon, I face my MTA exam, I done it well, I think I am. Then, I start revision this stupid MMS with a good mood, around 4.00pm yesterday, and this morning too. I ask, I try, I done all I can, I consider I may pass this time, I really think like that! But why? Why I still can't pass it?

Am I sick or what? Next sem will be the last sem, if I still can't clear all my resit paper, I can't graduate successfully. I still have one Media Planning paper need to resit for next sem, and next sem will be a busy sem for me because need to prepare for an event as coursework. How can I survive if  I can't clear all my paper this sem? As many as possible.

12.01_Exam Vs Facebook

Exam is near. Nearer. Nearest.

14 January 2010, my 1st examination is coming, Mass Media Law. Well, what am I feeling and thinking now? I am not sure. No stress, no excited, no feeling at all. But lazy. What am I doing these few days? Keep thinking of STUDY STUDY STUDY, but my hands and eyes were looking at the laptop, keep gap gap gap in facebook.

Playing games, now is indulge with Country Life. The crops will not die, will not be steal, but I can't just leave it alone there. I am not like this so much before, while played FarmVille and FarmTown. I just can't stop myself, all my attention is focus on Country Life. What the hell so attract my attetion I also don't know.

Maybe I should shut down my facebook till the exam ended, I know. Maybe I should throw my laptop away or lock it and throw the key away, I know. I know what should I do, but I can't, just can't. No why, no special reason. Only 8 letters can be explain, f.a.c.e.b.o.o.k.. God know, I can stop myself to watch cartoon in PPS, but I really can't stop playing the games in facebook. John is helping me, I know. He will. If I request. But I am not.

Is facebook poisoning me? Yes. It is. I am be poisoned deep now. Damn deep. Very deep. Idiotly deep.

So, what can I do now? Someone help me off my facebook? NO. I won't agree with that. So, what else can I do? What else? Any else? Or ... Just let my exam fail? What the ... stupid idea =.=!